My Fault? Am I to be blamed for it?

I am sad and disappointed because someone kept rubbing on our 'wound'. My tears can't help rolling down my cheek... why? because I'm so so so hurt by the loved one...

We are trying, though I cannot say it is the best method but we are trying!!! And I’ve explained what we are going through now, what else do you want from us??!!!!

And don't mix the issue of keeping dog and having baby issue together. They are 2 separate matters for god sakes!!!! Keeping dog and loving animals is my nature. Doesn’t meant that I don’t want to have Baby because I’ve a dog or neither I will give up my dog even if I have a baby.

I want to have my family planning for our own sake!!! And not for the sake of those bad mouthing from those san gu liu po nonsense.

SHUT UP ALL YOUR GOD DAMN MOUTHS!!!!!

Secret Mission for this Christmas Seasons

hohoho.... Christmas is round the corner and what have I been doing??? well... I feel that I'm extra-ordinary busy this holiday seasons.

Christmas is all about thanks giving and appreciating your friends and love ones for their help, care and love rendered for the past one year. So I'm knitting something not 'big' but 'special' little stuff for the special ones ;)  Result is good!!! I hope the recipents like it (^-^)

Pa... how nice it will be if you are still with us.

What a relief !

I've been studying for the past few weeks on my Japansese N4 paper and finally exam was over this morning. What relief for me and I shall be able to put in more time on my crochet making very soon. In fact, there are few items which I've made beforehand but were put on hold for many reasons.... The sudden departure of my dad affect alot on my family and also due to the up coming paper, I got no mood and time to make anything at all.

But now that my exam is over, I can start making my crochet again though still miss my father alot at times... I still wanna fulfill my "little ambition" that I've set for myself i.e. to do charity out my art and craft making.

Today I saw my sis and mom cried again when they discussed about my dad's matter... it breaks my heart to see them tearing again... sigh... Pa, can you come back to us again?

Happy Birthday to Me....

Thanks for all the well-wishes and gifts from my family and friends... Thanks for being with me.